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hmmx. cant really think of a title for today!
did nth much! but kept thinking about yesterday!
dont really know what happened,
but it is really amusing for someone to escribe the feeling you ever felt it.
it is like so true. you can just relate to what he said!
you ever felt it? think it is common, but you just cant express tt kinda feeling.
it is amazing right.
well~
when you try to do something to get that feeling
or that illusion.
but that satisfaction just dont come out?
means you play com for fun or to make yourslef not that sianx,
you just dont feel it. you played to get enjoyment
but the mood you want is just not there?
instead, you start to feel a bit dejected?
i dont like such feeling!
i can really understand that kind of feeling!
DONT LIKE!
or when you very tired, you tried to sleep!
but even when you wake up, you flt the same!
same kind of shag!
or when you wanted to put in your best effort just to accomplish a task,
the results is not really there. but you tried very hard for it.
you dont feel the achievement! why is it like that?
sometimes when you are afraid of the outcome you dont want, you just work very hard for it!
because you are afraid!
sometimes, it is really the fear that bring you some where!
hmmx! really make a little bit of sense here and there! hahs
i ling wu dao le!
hahas! appreciated that somone told me how realistic the feeling is!
cool ehx! but i also cant do anything!
that kinda feeling just come naturally!
feeling empty? or what is it to describe that feel?

`empty, blurred___