hmmx. after considerations.
i thought of giving up
seriously!
does picture really mean more than words?
the narcissism_ obsession of oneself_appearance
haix. i bet it does. if not so long le i still no job yet.
thinking of ways to portray a better self.
how the hell can i really do that.
want looks no looks, want talent no talent, want skills also no skills.
pathetic? it is really so.
haix. what the hel when they say they want experience de
i understand. having the relevant experience can make the job easier.
but also got law of diminishing marginal returns (LDMR) mahx.
it is okay to employ those without experience de.
if there is no one kind enough to provide jobs for these ppl, they will still stay unemployed!!
he/she will not get any experience unless there is one kind soul to give them such a offer!
understand? so start to employ them!!! this is important!
there must be one to kick the ball rolling!
experience isnt something that will drop from the sky, it dont!!
Bear this is mind!
not receiving calls, not getting replies!
thanks chai ling for concerning me today!
she told me to look for more agency, one agency not enough, must find more!
thanks yi shan, xinni.
told me to send my resume everywhere!
thanks yu tian and weili.
keeping a look out for jobs for me!
~but sometimes
i really feel like giving up!
just heck everything like that.
i know. no one knows it better than me
cant understand how badly i wish to earn money!
haix, giving up, rest for a while before i take another run!
~then
i understand how important is it to pick up calls.
important calls and not to miss them le!
i understood! the feeling is like what the hell!
i have got important to say, yet the one on the other end jus dont bother!
it might be not as important for the one on the other end,
but as a caller! you need to get the message conveyed!
be it whether it is just a causual conver o not!
a causual conver also mean that someone out there still cares for you, wanting to talk to you!
replying messages also weigh the same weight!
really understand all these feeling. throughly!!!

`giving up_____