21`o2`2oo9

times had changed.
where is the trust and belief that one can earn easily?
why is it so?
what caused it to become like that?
when was the last time you believed someone?
which part of it sounded so convincing untill you believe it?
who was it you believed?
how you believe him?
haix.. suddenly started to ponder on all these things.
there are news talking about those people who pretend to be from blah-blah-blah company.
they start to engage in a conversation with you and then ask for a lot of things.
ask for some personal information and then make you sign certain documents..
then even before you noticed, you were duped!
it is not like i dont believe such people anymore. but i will start to think..
start to think if they were real! start to think if what will happen if they were just fake-os..
then again! what will happen when i realised that i was scammed!
there are too many cases of swindling and scams going on.
i was just being cautious! better be safe than sorry!
i didnt mean to judge one's character like that! i know that how bad he/she may be feeling..
but i am playing it cool~ i didnt mean to hurt one's feeling by getting supicious over what he/she is promoting.. i know you might think what i have with me that make you want to deceive me..
i am also wondering about that.. i cant possibly be victimized for no reason other than being suay.. i felt bad about being dubious over you too!
furthermore, just by a small conversation, i cant know you fully!! it is like that!
i know how pissed off one will get!! but isnt life just like that?
life is.. you are okay, sad, enjoying, happy, angry, confusing, irritated, disgusted, neither here nor there, no idea what to do... in the end. you get pissed off!!
this is how interesting life can be!
it is like that! so perhaps. i didnt really need to feel that bad.
furthermore, you mentioned that i will regret it, someday! i know...
i will be regretting when i feel that you were real!
afterall, things just get back the same position as they were. i am not clinging onto anything!
just letting it go like that, may have regrets though...
but perhaps wat happened yesterday might be the best solution to avert a disater into regrets!
hope so~

`thing that were done can never be undone___