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is giving up really an easier way out??
i have been stuck inside this and somehow think that i am suffocated by all these.
this is not a very good feeling i can say.
but!! can someone just pull me out of all these things i am suffering?
i might die from all these.
cant even sleep well.
haix. i wish i can just dont need to bother and think of all these things..
but i just cant keep myself away from it!
everything just came crushing down on me.
the impact is so large and deadly.
i could hardly pull the bits and fragments of myself together.
sometimes, it is true that people will go to any length to delude themselves.
but i am now going to any length to glue myself together.
do you know how bad it feels when people are asking you where will you be going to,
when you do not really know where?
i am dying from all these.
it's kind of hard to reply.
as in i know this might be a form of concern,
but what i really need now may be consoling instead.

`do you understand_____