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woa. oh my god!
since when blogger became like this!
should be due to the face that i havent been blogging for long.
no loyal fans too! haix.
but... anyways...
today is the first day of school..
initially i longed for school to start, but now i dread going to school!
lol! no motivation any more!! woa, unlike when i was in JJC! LOL
i dread going to SCHOOL!
so tired! i yi shi hu tu...
then i waited for xinni, meiqi and moo like so early at the station.
then lecture was another ordeal! lol
can die lo.
the 2nd lecture of the day more worse!!!
i now then understand the `drinking a cup of coffee theory. that was crap lahx!
oh my god! can fall asleep.
then moo also showed me how extreme people do extreme things at their very extreme ends...
after that meet zoey.. woa! thanks so much for her listening ears!
if not i can die bottling up everything!! really glad to have one to depend on! REALLY!
then like.. i am on the verge of falling..
i am used to everything.. so used to it that i somehow took it for granted...
i thought it has became part of my routine, so a bit restless when things became like that.
i know i am falling but i cant afford to fall!!! cant fall!
sweet things are meant to be eaten, but i believed that they are meant to be fallen upon..
everything is so perfect!!! i am so used to the everything i once held..

`i need my 'energy' back_____