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what is sociology?
the study of relationships between individuals and society..
society actually plays a very important role in shaping our thinking and also our perception..
and it's our perception that makes us who we are and how we behave.
so there is a link between human's behaviour and the society.
so should we blame the society for makeing us who we are today??
i start to realised and see everything..
we actually take on a different role everyday. the roles of a daughter, roles of a friend, roles of a passenger, roles of a passer by.
role playing is what we do in our daily lives.
and role playing is it!!
role playing!
people are taking on to different roles, they are actually putting on different masks!
they put on a mask to present how they should or rather would like to appear.
probably `mask a_ then they will "act" very nice to you. will share all laughters with you.
then `mask b_ they will tell you what is right and wrong.
`mask c_ share your problems with you, chat with you.
`mask d_ trying to help you...
`mask e_ console you while you feel down or let you vent your anger at them.
there are many many kinds of mask.
many different masks!
but! when do you know when is the time to put on which mask?
arent you tired of putting on all those masks?
originally, one wanted to put on the mask in order to look nicer, to present themselves in a better way. to cover their shortcomings...
but afterall. you just cant live without the mask! everything will get mixed up.
there are so many types of mask one wants to or rather has to wear when facing different people. they actually lost themselves...
and i am getting sicked of it!
how would i know how to react... i am confused.
one may look friendly, but what it actually look like behind the mask?
i wont know. i wont get to see it! but!
after knowing it's the mask, i think you look fake!
so fake. and i am stunned by everything. i dont know which part of it is real. and how much can i trust you. and trust is something very intangible. once broken, everything will be lost. it requires time to build up, but after losing it, even time will not be able to find it back.
is the face behind the mask really so horrifying that one cant show others?
arent you tired with all these role playing?
if you arent, i am! seriously!! i am sicked and tired of everything!
just wanted to heck everything and forget everything!
but hard to forget and start everything again! simply hard!
perhaps i am having a mask myself too.
having it in front of me to protect me from harms? to act stronger? so as to make people afraid of me? but when is it that i am without a mask? think those closer one should have seen me without a mask before, those are the times that i can play a role call 'myself'.
the role which i am more comfortable with.
maybe due to the fact that they know who i am, and i dont need to hide my feelings in front of them! i really need times to show my real identity.
please remove all the mask! i am afraid of those mask already! sicked of it!

`i am therefore i am_____