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just realised that i had not done any significant things in my life yet!
rotting and rotting. haix.
and i am always trying to trim myself for the sake of others..
like not to offend them and make them angry.
but what i am really doing is actually losing my own character!
not having a specific character is also a character bahx. hopefully it is?
and. the moment of waking up is always terror! always.
no matter how beautiful the dream is, there bound to be a moment of waking up.
and the best part of it still remain in the dream!
so no matter how wonderful the dream is, it is still a dream.
it wont get fulfilled anyway, will it?
it it does, then why is it that i dont get mine fulfilled?
i am so so so tired. tired of all these things..
i felt as if i am working for nothing...
cox, in the end of the day.. people iften got back a perfect square.
things are just repeating themselves in a pattern that we failed to notice.
no energy, no drive, no motivation!

`He who trims himself to suit everyone will soon whittle himself away.
Raymond Hull, a Canadian playwright and television screenwriter.