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happy children's day!
but children day aint happy for me at all.
just another stupid day.
but at least intro to business and management is fun today!
i managed to survive the lecture! it's really okay!
first time i felt that it was so okay! i went to sit in front!
decided to sit in front, if not really cant concentrate!
then! woa. my blood really boiling with rage!
dont understand what people are thinking nowadays!
they are just so fake and bloody hell!
they are getting on my nerves! and haix! i really dont know what to do!
simply reading too much into things! trying to act professional.
professional in juggling masks?! sure they are!
but i really cant stand it anymore.
i am going mad soon! i was just not aware of which was the correct and real side?!
or the more you try to show and manifest,
the more you lost your true self!
this will be so pathetic! one without their true self, is like one without their identity!
then you might as well disappear! since it does not make any differences from the time you lost your character!
i really dunno what to say!
but wincy told me to have a damn attitude!
dont really care about it! give a freaking damn attitude.
woa! super! heck! sometimes it's this kinda of attitude that ensures survival!
thanks wincy!
haix. i dunno what am i really doing! i'm just sicked of it!
dont understand why and how things can become like that!
bloody deep shit! i suddenly thought of a question!
`which of the supernatural power do you want to have?
i had always wanted the power of reading thoughts! like edward cullen in twilight!
but after that, i realised that the best power was shield!
you need a shield to protect yourself from harm and dangers.
reading thoughts is cool. but how cool can it be?!
after being able to read the thoughts of people,
you realised that people arent as simple as you think?!
who knows how deep is the hatred your best friend had towards you?!
your friends plotting against you?
SEE?! reading thoughts just expose you to the ugly side of human nature that you do not want or rather do not wish to see at all!
how sad is that?! after being able to read thoughts, you discovered that people around you are walking with their masks. you are living in a pretentious world?!
i dont really like this kind of feelings! after knowing all these, then whom can you trust?!
at this point of time, i think i will just look for the man in the mirror!
the only one you cant trust! if you dont even trust the man in the mirror, then nodoby is worth your trust.
it takes a long time to build up a trust, but just one seconds to break it.

`do not impose on others what you do not want others to impose onto you_____

happy birthday, i hope you can hear that!