o4`11`2oo9
already consecutively 3 days in the rain...
monday, tuesday and wednesday.
felt kind of relief and great after a downpour.
feeling was indeed great.
was drenched though.
monday!! i was late for lect!!! lol! super dumb..
then i went home after lect.
the rain was damn heavy.. then SIM also no shelter...
should build more shelter. because a lot people was walking very slowly under the tiny winy shelter to the overhead bridge...
waste a lot of time. super squeezy also...
haix. i a bit cant stand the people walking slowly..
so i decided to act cool despite the rain raining so heavily..
i dashed across the unshelthered part to the overhead bridge..
the downpour was indeed so heavy that not much people dashed through it.
some how regretted! i was so wet. including my bag..
haix, didnt had my jacket with me then, cant dry my bag and myself..
the bus took damn long to arrive, and the bus stop wasnt completely sheltered too.
hahas. then went home. the bus ride was kind of cold then...
tuesday.. i was late for lecture!
couldnt board the bus.
missed quite a lot of the lecture...
then, i remembered,
i told myself to bring umbrella...
cox i believed that tuesday will be raining again.... but...
i had two lectures on tuesday.
the notes were already heavy enough. so i went out without the umbrella.
and indeed.. it started to rain... and similarly.
was waiting for the bus ride home then...
the journey was super long.. luckily i went to the upper deck and had a seat.
wonderful...
wednesday. raining. again....
i send my bro to the bus stop..
and it was suddenly raining so heavily..
so heavily.. i then thought of the monday and tuesday in rain.
i enjoyed myself in rain..
all the tired`ness and shag`ness was washed away by the rain...
but the downpour lasted for a few minutes only...
why are those wonderful and enjoyable moments always so short...
is it wonderful and memorable just because it is short?
or is it it is short because i find it wonderful and memorable?
then the crimson gold of the sun shone through the clouds..
instantly. i was hoping to see a rainbow..
it had been so long since i last seen a rainbow..
remembering that the last beautiful rainbow i seen was on 26th nov 2oo8.
but things are always beyong our control and expectation.
life is always unpredictable and full of mystery!
interesting...

and ya! thanks so much to zoey and meiqi...
hahas. always showering me with care and concern...
not that i am feeling unloved...
but think i am somehow....
alientated? or drifted apart?
yup.. hope to get more of the concerns from more people though...

`life is not what you want it to be, but what you make it become_____